Thinking and Such

Sometimes, most of the time, I go through several topics for my blog EVERY DAY! I sit there for a while, figure out a general flow, and change my mind a few hours later. Monday was no different. I am not sure why I decided not to write then, but that is what I did. I went to the funeral of a family friend, Leroy. Now, I didn't know him too well, but what I remember of him was wonderful! Smiling! After his funeral I was thinking about mine. His was nice, but my favorite part was the military honors. It always touches me.

Then later I was thinking about something else , which I can't remember, and then I thought about how often I changed my subject any given day. I am sorry I fail to write most of them, I am not even sure why that is! Lazy? Private? Your guess is as good as mine.

A great friend of mine and his wife have been sent over to Iraq. They have children. I think of them a lot. It is his second time there. *hugs* to Jose and Erin.

I have not started my antibiotics, I have been waiting on my insurance card. Finally got it! So tonight mom can take me to get medicine! And I have a little assistance coming! I have a few irons in the fire, but I am not sure how they will pan out. There are programs out there, but it is almost like the people who have been told about them and given the task of overseeing them don't want to tell anyone about them. I am TRYING to get assistance for mom and Dan being my caregivers. They charge me rent because they have to, and I can't pay more than I do... but they need more than I give! There HAS to be something. But no one understands that I don't want to move out. They assume when I ask about housing assistance, I want my own place. Grrr... I am also TRYING to get assistance for them monetarily. They clean after me, they feed me, they cook for me, they provide everything for me! They need to be paid for it! There has to be a way. I found some information, but not a lot... and not promising. It sends me back to the Department of Human Services. Grrr again...

So I am working at things, but it is all very disheartening. A lot of running around and misunderstandings and such and you begin to grow weary of the next call.