I meant to write yesterday, but I got busy and forgot! So I will write today.
On Wednesday Grandpa and I went to Delta. Well, first we went to Montrose to the chocolate store, then lunch in Oletha, but then we went to Delta! We put flowers up at the Peagreen Cemetery, picked asparagus, and visited Helen. I had a lot of fun! It was a tiring day, but nice!
Lately I spend a lot of my time with my kitten, but she loves to play with Princess. My garden is doing well enough, and I get lots of lettuce! I just wish the wind would go away!!
I am not sure if I have mentioned it, but I will have an article published in the fall edition of "Pathlights", the PAH Association newsletter! So go to the website and sign up for the newsletter and you will find me in the next release! They have asked that I stay on as a volunteer writer! Yay!!! If I have mentioned that I will try not to do so again!
A detailed blog about my experiences with Pulmonary Hypertension (ph). Details about procedures, opinions, outlooks, options, and what it is like to go through this process.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Nothing Much
So Mom thinks she is getting sick. Poor thing. I told her to stay away. Hahaha! Just kidding. Well, I really did, but I was just teasing her. I am doing a lot better. No one can really see the spots on my forehead, but I see it everyday.
My garden is doing well, as are my fish. I just wish this wind would go away! We don't live in Wyoming!!! I get my kitten on Thursday. Wednesday I go to Delta with grandpa. Tomorrow I get my blood tested. And Thursday I get evaluated for different oxygen! (means lighter tanks for me)
Eme has her 2nd birthday on the 30th.
Well, nothing very interesting, so I will leave it at that.
My garden is doing well, as are my fish. I just wish this wind would go away! We don't live in Wyoming!!! I get my kitten on Thursday. Wednesday I go to Delta with grandpa. Tomorrow I get my blood tested. And Thursday I get evaluated for different oxygen! (means lighter tanks for me)
Eme has her 2nd birthday on the 30th.
Well, nothing very interesting, so I will leave it at that.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Continually Defeated
Mom worked today, so I didn't see her until after work. I didn't do my hair today. She looks across the table to me and what does she see? Lesions from scleroderma. God damnit. I went and looked. Sure enough, I have the discoloration that is the beginning of lesions. It starts with brown spots, caused by concentration of collagen and pigment. Then the skin tightens and thickens. Defeated, that is how I feel. I should have guessed I was doing too well.
And I don't want to hear that I can handle this, that I am strong. I am running out of strength. Through all of this I have thought, at least my face isn't messed up. That was the thing to keep me going. Now I have lost that.
And I don't want to hear that I can handle this, that I am strong. I am running out of strength. Through all of this I have thought, at least my face isn't messed up. That was the thing to keep me going. Now I have lost that.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Bad Phone!
I had a Facebook app on my phone, and didn't use it often so I decided to delete it. WELL! That caused all of my contacts to be deleted!! Argh!! Please, oh please text me or email me your phone numbers again! After I get them I will attempt to sync my phone to my computer so that I have a backup contact list! Just incase you don't know my email it is druid420@hotmail.com
I caught a nasty cold and am trying desperately to get rid of it. My nose gets so plugged up that I can't use it! And this stupid storm system rolling through is making me sore and irritating my sinuses. Other wise I am doing very well. I am so happy! I have met a wonderful guy.
My kitten is 4 weeks old, and I get to bring her home in about 2 more weeks! YAY!!!!! I am almost ready for her. Just need a litter box, and when I get her we will go pick out a collar and name tag.
I caught a nasty cold and am trying desperately to get rid of it. My nose gets so plugged up that I can't use it! And this stupid storm system rolling through is making me sore and irritating my sinuses. Other wise I am doing very well. I am so happy! I have met a wonderful guy.
My kitten is 4 weeks old, and I get to bring her home in about 2 more weeks! YAY!!!!! I am almost ready for her. Just need a litter box, and when I get her we will go pick out a collar and name tag.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Mother's Day
Happy Mother's Day to all of the wonderful moms! I hope you are getting to do exactly what you want to do, or as close to it as possible!
I just thought I should take a moment and remind everyone why my mom is so wonderful. I give her grief, because he is over protective, and a bit of a smotherer (*wink*). But I know how much she cares. Every time she checks to make sure I am ok before she goes to work, or makes sure I have my gloves, or checks the bottle of oxygen, I know she is doing it because she isn't ready to lose me. And I appreciate it. I will never be able to tell her exactly how much she means to me, as there are no words to do so. I just hope she feels it.
I just thought I should take a moment and remind everyone why my mom is so wonderful. I give her grief, because he is over protective, and a bit of a smotherer (*wink*). But I know how much she cares. Every time she checks to make sure I am ok before she goes to work, or makes sure I have my gloves, or checks the bottle of oxygen, I know she is doing it because she isn't ready to lose me. And I appreciate it. I will never be able to tell her exactly how much she means to me, as there are no words to do so. I just hope she feels it.
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