First... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMA!!!!!
Ok, next:
People tell me, "call me any time!" or anything along those lines. And I don't call them. It is because when I do talk to them they tell me all about how busy they are. I feel like calling them to do something is going to interrupt their lives. They reply, "oh you are never an interruption! I have time for you!" But it doesn't ever feel that way. I am not scolding anyone, just trying to tell you why I don't call you.
I want to say "Call me!" Call and tell me, " I am free this day at this time, and this day at this time. Can we get together?" And if I know that I am being an inconvenience (like you are my ride to a party and you would have to leave WAY early to take me home because I am exhausted), I am gonna say no. Period.
So that is why I don't call.
Anna-love you babe. No worries what anyone else has to say. We understand and those that don't...well, screw them! :) I haven't called to get together in a while because our family has been passing around a lovely bug for almost 2 months. Finally we are all on antibiotics so soon we can come visit you. I'm just terrified to make you feel worse than you already do, ya know? Kids are cute, but germy little buggers! lol HUGS! Love you bunches and sorry for not reading your blog in a while. But you know what? I understand some of how you are feeling, I remember feeling like giving up when my cancer was so bad. We all love you and know you are miserable and nobody blames you a bit for feeling the way you do. LOVE YOU! Did I already say that? ;) LOVE YOU!
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